Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Megh doot

I hate it when it rains. It is like, you are all over me. I can smell you. I can feel you. 4 years later, such huge distance away, you just come and stand beside me. We look out of the window together. You talk softly. Something very irrelevant, just so that I don't get overwhelmed by your presence. Why do you do this to me. Leave me alone. You heard na, what people say about me? That I am a bad girl, I don't know commitment? Then why the hell am I still committed to you? Why have I never been able to detach myself from you, when you got married, after your kid was born? I hate rain...still I get wet in it. I brace myself in the cold wind, as if you are holding me. I hate life...I wish I could die.

Come back...come back...

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