You know why I haven't written for so long? I never felt the urge to talk to myself. Not that I feel it now. But I do feel the intense urge of sharing some silence with myself. My life is over once again. All hopes are gone. You are gone. I thought that if I don't let you go then you won't go. But I am a very transparent girl. I can't let falsehood reign in my life. Hence I write here once more. Alas! If only a sigh could be expressed in letters...
