So dear girl, how does it feel? To go through the same motions one more time? To beg, to cry, to get mauled down by insensitivity and to be left helpless? In 2013 you had made some promises to yourself. But no, the wretched you couldn't stop trying...to get a life. A proper girl's life. As if all success lies in being allowed to love a man and be a part of his life. The world has progressed but you couldn't. From 2009 to 2017, it's been 8 years now. Your happiness still doesn't depend on you alone. How did you think protesting would help? If something is dead you can't bring it back to life.
Lifelessness is going to be your way of life. Accept your fears. You can't have a friend to share them with. Everyone is too busy. Just accept your loneliness and the rest of the things won't be easy but you'd be able to deal with it. Don't love baby, don't love.
